Thursday, August 11, 2011

1 more month.

One more month and Sabine's adoption should be final.
One more month and Sabine will be 1 year old so that means a PARTY!
One more month and I will have a letter completed to Sabine's birth parents letting them know how much we love her and how I think of them every day.
One more month and the International Food Festival I have been working so hard to make a success will be over.
One more month and I will be planning Sonora's fourth birthday party.
One more month and I will be wondering what to do for Daniel's 40th birthday!
I barely feel I can make it through the week, much less one more month.
I look at everyone with grown kids and think, "how did they manage?" I don't just want to manage, I want to be a raging success. I want my girls to know joy, and love and peace and hope. I want to equip them to face all that the world will throw at them, and I want them to throw a little back! I want them to both be independant and secure. I want them to learn the value of volunteering and giving to those in need. I want them to always show grace to others. I want so much for them, both. But for right now, I am going to get through this one month.